heath, its been two years since you died but i still remember you like you died yesterday. i miss you, brother. i still try to live a life i think you'd accept and approve of, and i try each day to honor your spirit. i know that you weren't religious, and i know that you're probably angry about how you were portrayed at your funeral. i just want you to know that i said an honest and heartfelt eulogy for you and i said all the things you would have said at my funeral. i love you brother, and i'll be by soon to give you a flower and a poem.