I don't know exactly how to start... I've recently been touched by a death in the family, and there's a lot of things I wish I could say but its too late. It physically hurts me to know that someone can feel like there's no way out, there's no other choice but to take their own lives. People make jokes about it everyday "I'm just gonna kill myself"... Its not a joke. There's people in the world that wake up everyday thinking that, and one day they'll wake up and do it. Its sad because its unexpected, and you wish you could tell that person that there's light after darkness. You wish you could tell them that there is a way out. You wish you could take away their pain and suffering. But these are only wishes, and not reality. People don't realize how truly blessed they are, how much their family and friends love them and pray for them. At the funeral, there's a million people. All you can think is, how could one life impact so many people? How could one life change everything? Suicide is never the answer. There's many ways people can help. There's many ways you can help yourself. "We find that the deepest recesses of the heart hold in them a strength we never knew we had." Jesus said "Come unto Me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden and I will give you rest" -Matthew 11:28 RIP Uncle Joey, you are resting now xo