the first time i realized i totally trusted and love john was on the vermontville tresells. i am TERRIFIED of high places and water. john and his mom connie, took us there. her we go walking across the bridge. pieces of wood are a must for a bridge where i come from. obviously not here. i froze on the third step. john put his hand out and said "take my hand and i will help you" when i placed my hand in his i gave him all my heart, soul, my everything. he lead me across were i was safe. that is the day i knew i loved big john.