I wanted to express my deepest sympathy for your loss. We can find much needed comfort in the Bible. Second Corinthians 1:3,4 tells us that God is the "Father of tender mercies and the God of all comfort who comforts us in all our tribulation." He is always there and ready for us to pour our hearts out to him. When you feel up to it, please look at the wonderful promises he has made us at Revelation 21:3,4 and John 5:28,29. I truly hope you gain a measure of comfort from these verses. With Deepest Sympathy, Christy