Katy, i miss you already. as my best friend since 5th grade when i moved to new york , through the rest of elementary school, our talent show dancing to 'what a girl wants' , to singing sublime and your pet rat fred who played fetch with you . everything. your sisters big blow up chair that we thought was the best thing ever. june of 07' right before i left for florida. your baby cole. everything up until the last days at apac with me , bringing you home... discussing plans. i love you katy. i know your looking down on me.. but its so hard.....