Mom, it's been two years now and I just can't stop missing you. I keep working the events over the months preceding your loss and wondering if I could have done something different and if it would have made a difference. I'm so grateful that we grew so close during the last five years you were here. I'm so thankful that I was able to return your love for me by taking care of you during the final two years. I miss you Mom and I guess I always will. I hope that you know how much I love you and how I look forward to seeing you again. Though I feel your loss every day, I am glad that you are in a better place; no more pain, no illness, no worry, only the blessed peace of God. I will never say goodbye.